you're the one that I love

Friday, October 16, 2009

you're the one that I love

gue tau ini lebay
berkesan berlebihan atau apa
I can't tell you all of this with straight face
karna gue tau lo akan tertawa

gue gatau kenapa gue berfikiran menulis blog, cuma gue yakin lo inget url blog gue, tinggal lo klik di google chrome like I always do. emosi gue memuncak saat mendengar lo jam 3 sore tadi.

you should know, you're the one that I love, more than my bubbly, more than my akselers, more than my everything. dan asal lo tau jikalau gue bisa punya teman diseluruh dunia, you're still my number one BFF, there's no one in this world can change it, and you know that, kita gabakalan pisah, selamanya. sampai lo nikah nanti, gue nikah, lo punya anak, begitu juga gue.

lo tau kan, kalo ngebunuh ga dosa, dia udah gue bunuh, dari sebelum puasa emosi gue udah ngga terbendung buat dia, sayang gue masih inget dosa, masih inget sama mama.

listen, you're the one that I can depend on, and you can depend on me (well, at least I'm trying to be) . lo juga biasa kan dengerin gue nangis atau apalah kalo malem dikamar, I knew you heard me, but I can't helped it when I heard that from you, middle of night, atau kapan aja , gue ngga tahan untuk mendengarnya.

mungkin gue pernah berfikir, gue dulu mau minta tuhan ganti elu dengan yanglain, yang lebih sempurna, cuman gue tau, elo yang udah ngelengkapin gue. ngga ada lagi yang bisa ngertiin gue selain elo (walaupun gue benci banget waktu lo pms, lo jadi gatau diri sama sekali -_____-) but you should know, gue nikmatin moment itu semua, apalagi, sister to sister in afternoon talk, I miss it, mungkin itulah gue gasuka lo sibuk

gue gasuka jadi anak tunggal, gue gasuka lo lama lama diluar, dirumah cuman dari jam setengah 10 malem sampe jam setengah 7 pagi, abis itu, gue galiat elu seharian dari senin sampai jumat, belom lagi kalau lo sibuk pergi sama genk gonk lo si 5 ceria, ckck.

pas gue nonton "in her shoes", gue inget banget si cameron diaz bilang gini : sister is your bestfriend, and there's no one would understand you beside them. food make you fat, but shoes always fit, and thats the way you should see your sister :")

listen, I do really love you, be strong, I know you can move on, kesibukan cuma ngebuat lo sakit, ngerti? gejala tifus? kalo nanti lebih dari itu gimana? you know kan your healthy isnt good? (mampus grammer kacau mode on) satu lagi, yang harus lo tau : you're my stupid silly kind pretty sister. and my sister, ngga akan pernah nyerah, kaya lagu demasip. aneh kan lu denger gue nulis beginian, gua juga aneh -___- yaudalah, get well soon, please, cheer up, I'm here if you need me


-biarlah ini aib, but i like it


-lama ya kita ga dinner bareng :(



*your BFF-sister- , smoochy baby ♥♥