Way Back Into Love

Way Back Into Love

ah gue terlihat hopeless ? entah lah man, gua baik baik saja sih sepertinya yang penting gue sudah tidak trauma lagi (sepertinya) dan gue sudah menemukan bahwa :

hidup menyenangkan disaat single, banyak teman yang sayang sama gue. kalau mereka ga ada, masih ada diri sendiri yang sayang sama gue.

oke. itu lebay. tau deh gue lagi labil, atau gimana yang pasti gue bukan abege labil yang bztbzt gitudeh, anyway, sesuai judul, gue lagi suka lagu ini. lagu ini dari jaman gue smp kelas 9 kalo ga salah. ini lagunya gue banget uhuy

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

P.S : B, baca ya liriknya-,-

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Valentine's day on 2010

Valentine's day on 2010

Hell-oow people ! happy valentine's and imlek ya people! bagi yang merayakan jangan lupa kasih gue angpao, gausah pake coklat juga gapapa hahahaha okay skip

Berhubung gue adalah salah satu yang tidak merayakan , gue bermain dirumahnya nori aja, sekalian kita ketemu buat mengingat tahun lalu gitulah, and benar aja tahun lalu emang sangat sangat sangat berkesan , gue kangen sama tahun lalu kita sampai lengkap banget terus ada kejadian yang so sweeeeeeeeeeet banget ga nahan dehdehdeh yang gue sampe iri mupeng gajelas kapan gue bisa kaya gitu ya? skip.

Akhirnya kita ketemuan, karena gue terlambat otomatis gue bakalan kena omel dan gue hampir dilempar pake hoolahoop plus gue dikunciin diluar kamar, PADAHAL ada arin yang jauh lebih telat dari gue -_____- tega kalian -,- terus ternyata we're minus two :( tanpa ulul dan dyza , huaaah padahal kalau ada mereka pasti kita bakalan bikin fashion emergency versi vals day 2010 -.-'

Oh iya , buat opening awalnya kita mau kasih congratulation buat one of six girls yang sudah tidak single ladies lagi :

Congratulation askarina bintari 10-02-2010 ;)

semoga aja longlasting sama si pacar ngga putus dan doakan teman mu ini segera menyusul dan menyandang status in a relationship with . . . . . -.-'

Nori juga! ayo buruan susul arin! gue mendukung lo dan si calon koook ;) pokoknya yang mau jadian diantara kita ber-6 pasti didukung kok :D

okay. setelah gosip berbahagia dan gue menceritakan soal foto frontal yang ada di fb gue (cari aja silahkan yang nemu hebat-_-) NAH akhirnya jam menunjukan jam makan siang tadinya kan mau pada bikin chocolate tapi NGGA JADI karena pada males -.-' akhirnya kita mesen bakmi langgara. udah kan tuh makan dikamarnya nori sambil nonton glee.

sambil gosip segala macam akhirnya sejam baru berlalu , dan ASAL-KALIAN-TAU kita delivery mcd. mau tau apa aja? nih:

a. dua kentang goreng medium

b. dua double cheese burger

c. dua mcflurry milo

d. dua ..... gue lupa pokoknya minuman.

ho-oh gasampe sejam udah delivery mcd. bayangin gue aja mau muntah eh si nori malahan masih lapar-_______- saiko kan dia -,- pas pembayaran juga cengar cengir aja kerjaannya-,-

lalu gak lama kita pulang terus gue bareng sama si arin sampe portal hek gitu and-you-know-what-gue-makan-lagi-sama-ortunya-arin -__- so total gue makan 3x dengan jam yang tidak terlalu jauh. yaitu : bakmi ayam pangsit - mcd - dan mi ayam baksa. OH MY! dan akhirnya, satu kalimat dari saya sebelum X.O.X.O adalah :

If valentine's day does exist for us, it means love. love means you, you means Nori Hesviandani , Askarina Bintari S, Aussie Aulia Siwi , Gladyza Putri Vanska, Ulul Azmi Handayani ♥♥♥♥

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February's video ;)

February's video ;)

I don't know but...
I think I maybe, fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should, keep this to myself

Waiting 'til I, know you better
I am trying, not to tell you..
But I want to..

I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding,what I'm feeeling..
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my..time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my.. life
and now i found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm falling for you...
I'm falling for you...

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
and we start to dance

All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
I'm trying, not to tell you..
But I want to..

I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding, what I'm feeeling...
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my.. time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think i'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my.. life
And now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...

Ooh, I just can't take it..
My heart is racing..
Emotions keep spinning out...

I've been spending all my.. time
just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think i'm fallin' for you ;)

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Trauma

Trauma

-to the point-

Gue mau lari, gue ngga sanggup lagi

Gue mau udahan,

Gue mau hidup gue yang lama balik lagi.

Bahkan sebenernya gue ga tau mau nulis apa buat ngungkapin gue mau berhenti sekarang juga

Gue mau gue bisa milih memori yang ada di fikiran gue,

Soalnya gue tau

Kita bukan bulan dan bumi yang saling mengitari satu sama lain

Kita bukan api dan air yang bisa saling menguatkan atau mematikan

Kita juga bukan irama dan musik yang membuat diri kita lebih indah

Kita bukan prince princess fairy tale yang happily ever after

Tapi setelah gue fikir kita udah jaga jarak banget gini, kadang gue ngerasa

Gue seperti cinderella tanpa sepatu kaca

Gue seperti cuaca panas tanpa angin

Gue terlihat seperti bintang disiang hari tanpa sinar

Memang ngga terlalu penting tapi kalau ada lo everything's complete.

Gue butuh orang lain yang bisa nolongin gue dari ini.

Please ;(

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for an optimistic, i'm pretty pessimist

for an optimistic, i'm pretty pessimist

I blamed my self for everything happened

And when we're be separated , just remember

I'm here if you changing your mind

And i don't care if that day took a long time

Well maybe i'll wait.

For everything that happened between us, and everything might happen in future

-cusimia and fasiam

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