its time for give up and realize

Saturday, February 28, 2009

its time for give up and realize

hey all people ? how's your sunny sunday? but today i'll guess there's nothing call sunny sunday for me hehhe...

after all .. i knew this day would come . everyday always the same . im wake up , breakfast , take a bath , pray, got to school .. doing all of my rutinity . and im bored with that . everyone know who i am , i am the one who never tired searching for a new love . its because that 'man' who never understand about my condition . and when i knew everything is over . im in damn condition , just like now . 

my day is full with hopes, full of dreams , i guess that was my ingredients . i enjoyed every tears i've got and i hate every nice memories that i've got . because i know when its over , my world is going apart . i know im not that perfect girl does every boy would like . i know im not that sexiest girl in this worls does everbody boys would fall in love with . so i guess , before my dreams over .. i have to realize that .. its a time for give up . there is no one can love you with a pure heart beside you , and yourself . everyone need to be perfect . but its feel nice just being me and forget all about those bullshit things . memories created for being forget . and me? its created for make every people happy , whatever my condition , even im mad, sad, i have to make every people laugh , happy and full of joy . well... its time to realize that, that.............................. everything is already over